Ever since Dad gave away the pet dog that we had, when we went back to Malaysia, we never had any pet dogs anymore. It’s happened when I was in Primary school, but the pain is still there. We used to have a pet dog, can’t remember where Dad got …
Bye bye, Kiki
Yesterday J told me that you are fading away… and I was sort of lost for words. Not sure how to comfort her, not sure what I can do for you. We do not have a deep ‘friendship’ compare to most others, but your presence in the foreign country where …
Stay Healthy Please
And so he spent his whole lot of Friday afternoon in Sengkang General Hospital. Around midnight, he kept complaining to me that he is not feeling well – ‘just weird weird around here’ he pointed to his chest. I thought it is just heartburn but seeing him keep pondering if he can …
Love Thyself
Dear Thyself, And so it’s almost a month since I left my job. Yesterday Kpo Kia Papa reminds me to utilised my SkillFuture credit, suggesting to me that I should get a leisure course for my own interest instead of career related self-improvement course. When is the last time I attended …
Embracing the big four’O
Another four months and I will be turning the big four’O. A friend of mine who is a month older than me and had been living a fulfilling life (in my opinion) has been busy posting facebook post about preparing herself for the big four’O. Ever since I have passed …
Time flies 2018
It’s a “new” year and 2 months just fly passed before I can even sit down and think of anything. Longed for a break. When we keep moving and yet is getting nowhere, either the destination is not somewhere we should go, or the method we use to reach the …
忙与盲 — 张艾嘉
《忙与盲》 唱：张艾嘉 词：袁琼琼&张艾嘉 曲：李宗盛 曾有一次晚餐 和一个梦 在什么时间地点 和那些幻想 我已经遗忘 我已经遗忘 生活是 肥皂 香水 眼影 唇膏 许多的 电话在响 许多的事 要备忘 许多的门 与抽屉 开了又关 关了又开 如此的慌张 我来来往往 我匆匆忙忙 从一个方向 到另一个方向 忙忙忙 忙忙忙 忙是为了 自己的理想 还是为了 不让别人失望 盲盲盲 盲盲盲 盲得已经 没有主张 盲得已经 失去方向 忙忙忙 盲盲盲 忙得分不清 欢喜和忧伤 忙得没有时间 痛哭一场 最近比较忙，忙得感觉有点盲。分不清是因为盲而忙，还是因为忙而盲。 快四十了，还有多少时间可以这么盲忙？
Being a Mum vs a Grandma
Come across a random picture online and it got me LOL to the max. This is so true! I believe most parents have to go through this. Our own mother, while bringing us up, are strict and firm; but when taking care of our kids, is totally having a ‘I …
Hello 2018!
2017 has been a really busy year for me, so busy that it passed by even before I can achieve any thing. Believe I mentioned before in this blog that I will always come up a list of goals before the start of every year, and do a check + …
Thank you
Received an email today from an old friend. I was surprised to know that he has been learning updates about my life through my blog. Today is an emotional day. I am tired, drained, and frustrated with myself to the max. Suddenly I was reminded that I have been procrastinating …