COVID-19 is a good calling to us to be more aware of our own environment and ourselves, and how insufficient I am. One lesson that Singapore’s COVID-19 Circuit Breaker taught me is… “He who hesitates is lost”. I had wanted to do a lot of things, but always putting work …
COVID-19 random thoughts
Life is a joke. Just as I made the decision of not extending the contract, the COVID-19 situation in Singapore gets worsen. Anyway, some random thought related to the COVID-19 situation: I am not self-sufficient enough I had wanted to cut and color hair in the salon, and trim my …
Sinking
I don’t feel the drive to carry on anymore. Not interested in fighting on anymore. But how can I betray my comrades who have been supporting me all these while? Hold on. Hang on. Let me sink for a while. I will come up soon. I just need to give …
Good News? Bad News?
It came to a shock when I heard about the news, not too traumatising, but I feel relieved. Finally, there is closure. Haha, to think I was wondering if the change in plan is due to someone higher, I am honored to be able to contribute to it.
Hello 2020~
As usual, let me review my progress in 2019 based on my previous year resolutions: Need to do more activities with Kpo Kia – she is turning to 4 in few months time but still not toilet trained and lacking in a lot of ways, so I think it’s time …
Recovery stage…
Need to hide for a while again… Still recovering from the tiring Japan trip. My first but hopefully not last. 🙂 Also, spring cleaning started now, although we have yet to celebrate Christmas. Kpo Kia Papa is inspired to ‘Kon Mari’ everything, luckily he claim I still ‘spark joy in …
Happy Mother’s Day~
“There is no way to be a perfect mother, and a million ways to be a good one.” – Jill Churchill This year mother’s day, I decided to make some cookies for mum. Initially, I was making them by myself while Kpo Kia was taking her nap, but she wakes …
Hello 2019~
It’s the moment of the year again, when I need to wave good bye to my past and welcome the whole New Year regardless if I longed for it, or not. So let me do some recap on my wishes for 2018 and see how’s the result. I hope I can …
Bye bye, Kiki
Yesterday J told me that you are fading away… and I was sort of lost for words. Not sure how to comfort her, not sure what I can do for you. We do not have a deep ‘friendship’ compare to most others, but your presence in the foreign country where …
Resting again
Is having a rest again. Getting on a new job at this age is harder than I imagine. Perhaps also due to the total different process and people I need to face each day, I felt drained at the end of the day ever since I get on board for …